Last week, B bumped into my ex-BFF. It has been years since I spoke to her but it really is okay with me.
The thing is, I can give you a second chance after you’ve wronged me and our friendship but for me to continue being in a farce of a friendship is just too difficult. Once my heart is closed to you and your friendship, I am stranded and it is hard for me to turn back time. I can’t lie to myself and pretend it’s all good when my heart is broken. And I can’t pretend to be your friend when that loving feeling has gone away.
Do I miss her? Yes, sometimes. But too much time has passed for me to truly feel bad or upset over this whole mess. I have moved on and though I will always remember the friendship that was once, it is just too late for me to go back to the way things used to be.
I hope you are doing good “friend”. Take care.